I knew it
I knew that in the end i would be alone
I cant do this anymore
if i fail at this too then its just proof of what i already knew

is anyone there? really, is any one listenning?

i really need some help

i’m really scared

Somebody drag me out of bed and force me to take a shower because it’s been 4 days

Stand in the doorway of my room to make sure i pick up all the clothes off the floor

Start the kettle so I’ll make myself some tea

Someone come along and prop me up again so i can be a real person for today

Hold my hand but force me to look at the things scaring me straight in the eye

I don’t want someone to do things for me but i think i need someone to make me do them because they believe in me

Because i don’t believe in myself

“When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.”

Haruki Murakami (村上 春樹), “Sputnik Sweetheart” (via yeolgurt)

“Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will”

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